AZURAH
a sad state of affairs, ridiculously pathetic .

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

hello, good morning, how you do ?

well , ive been enjoying my fashion design modules . i love sketching ! haha , so wannabe-projectrunway . yeahh , and the coolest part is their leading fashion designer is ashley isyham ! 'scoffs !' haha , okay enough . they brought us to chinatown today . i can't wait to make my own garment . all this reminds me of primary six days . i wanted to create my own fashion label , i would make my own logo . my own brand , draw out clothes , bags , suitcases . hah ! and i would even put down the pricings . i would sketch tht all in a piece of paper , and paste it on my wadrobe , its still there ! greeting me everytime i open it . so , everything was quite easy for me .


aft tht , went to watch angels and demons . luvluvluv it !


im not talking to my aunt anymore , neither am i going to attend her son's first birthday party at marriots . she actually told me i was being fake (!)(?) , i knw you guys must be thinking i did smth , but this time i seriously did not ! since she told me i was fake i decided to go all out and tell her how i really felt . i do love raoul but i do feel a little jealous . DUH ! have a lil empathy man ! i was the only child PLUS grandchild for 14 years . how do you think it will feel when someone just pops out and steals ALL the attention ? it used to be MEMEME now RAOULRAOULRAOUL , yeayea i knw im a old-grown pig . can't you just cut me some slack ? sigh . i need time . and when i told you i was jealous , you said you could nvr trust me with raoul again . so you tryin to say from the moment he was born you did'nt trust me ? cause i HATED him when he was born . aft a while , i learned to love him , cause i knw how you suffered to get him , aft losing 2 . you say you give up on me ? but when were you ever bothered abt me ? you can go out with your husband alone , but me , you will always bring Raoul . you can leave him alone with the maid only when you go out with ppl special like your husband is it ? then you claim you love yr husband, raoul and me equally . yea right . ive nvr made an issue over this , i always kept my mouth shut , but tht text message really kills .
okay you guys dont have to bother reading those shitx , i just wanted to let some stuff tht have been bugging me yeh (:



name 5 of your enemies :
1. myself .
2. mirror .
tht would be all (:


name 10 guys you find hot :
1. shia labeouf .
2. nicholas cage .
3. chris daughtry .
4. sean willian scott .
5. chad michael murray .
6. justin timberlake .
7. kris allen .
8. chris pine .
9. chris rock .
10. t.i

name 5 songs you've listened to today :
1. boom boom pow .
2. i do not hook up .
3. waking up in vegas .
4. starstruck .
5. secret valentine .


show stoppin' show-show stoppin'






bye boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooootzxzcxczxcxzxczx .
FUCK IT. WHY BOTHER.