AZURAH
a sad state of affairs, ridiculously pathetic .
"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.
a sad state of affairs, ridiculously pathetic .
urgh . heartache .
when is this going to end .
i just find this senario so ironic .
why why why can't i be like what i was before .
haha ! i took so long to change and now i wanna go back .
well , i just really want my true self back .
ive been lying to myself the past 2 years .
no , ill try .
cause in this position , i knw that only tht can make me happy .
i really need the holidays now .
to get back on my feet .
im definately emotionally unstable .